This weekend was my first trip away from Rory. It’s crazy to think that I have spent every day and night with her for over 5 months. Since the trip was only for 24 hours I was really not that worried about leaving her alone with daddy or missing her too much. I was more excited to see my Loni, Amy and Nikki and have a nice night out.
It ended up being a really great trip. Exactly what I needed. I was able to relax and have a good time.
I never cried or was really that upset about being away from Rory. I think its probably because I had a few updates from Tim, a couple of photos and I knew that he could handle it. On the way home my flight was delayed 1 hour and I started getting a little anxious to get home and see the Rors though. When I walked in the door Tim was holding Rory waiting for me in our entryway.
|One of the Photos Tim sent me|
To make matters worse, when I got home I asked Tim how he felt about being with Rory alone for 4 days now that he did it for one – he said he felt very different now and wishes he had some help. Not the words I want to hear!
I am sure I will be sad – although I’m not really a crier so I doubt I’ll be a puddle like everyone thinks. I will more likely just be anxious for the weekend to end and be very distracted. Hopefully I can still enjoy myself and be in the moment as much as possible!